Time Off, It Does a Body Good!!!

After reviewing the last few sessions (and with some hand advice from Fruitypro) I have established a few things:

1. I am fucking nuts.
2. I am way overplaying TPTK and big pp's.
3. I am trying waaaaaaayyyyyy to hard.
4. Did I mention I am crazy?

It is foolish to be all upset like I have been. First off it isn't like I am down that much (about $550). As I stated before, it is that I have trouble handling defeats of any kind. I hate losing at anything no matter how small. So when I lose at poker it feels doubley (did I just make a word up?) bad because not only am I losing money, I am losing...period.

As I said way back in my first blog post, I keep this running journal for two reasons. The first is that I hope to help people through my experiences. The second, and quite frankly, more important reason is that it is super helpful to me to put my thoughts down on "paper." This is a sort of therapy to me. Once I get the shit out of me, it is gone forever. I told you I'm nuts.

So the moral of the story is that I am not playing until Thursday. Three days of videos (poker with a bit of porn sprinkled in I imagine...) and relaxation. I have totally ignored my PS2 lately and I think she's lonely. I have played some Guitar Hero 2 but want to get some quality SOCOM: Combined Assult time in this week.

A vacation, not a bad idea at all...